Pressure~

Monday, April 26, 2010

Roughly 13 days to the real exam....i really haven't prepare all yet....it's like a helpless situation...maybe i am too lazy in the previous time...13 days ..is that enought and sufficient ?

Feel the real pressure now....really dont wanna sleep so early...but still have to attend the morning class....really hope i can defeat all the stress right now...

Hope i can gain power to achieve what i intent to do...

Hope every friends can put their turbo on at this moment .......and wish you can study well....miss you ....nitez

To: C ~ (47首歌名写成的文章)

Tuesday, April 20, 2010

在一个晴天的下午,我遇见了你。就在那天之后,我就喜欢白白的你。我是个soso的男生,我知道我并不完美,有时也觉得我不配,如果跟你周边所认识的男生朋友比,我的外在条件应该算很普通吧。可是。我相信你知道我优点在哪里。

我们的爱真的没那么简单。你可能不屑我对你的爱,因为我并没那么的优秀。有时你可能会想,你不在我身边我也不会怎样,因为你觉得我习惯就好,习惯没有你的生活就好。你也会担心自己可能会再一次成为爱情的傻瓜。可是我觉得你想太多,因为我是一位好人,我只要和你在一起。和你在一起我就会觉得欢天喜地

从不喜欢孤单一个。每当天黑黑,然后下起大雨的时候,就是我最喜欢的时候。这是因为雨的滴答声盖过四周的噪音,让我能静静的想念你。我觉得思念是一种病,因为每当见到你的时候,我就会心跳加速,因为看到了我思念的你。

以前的我可能不够成熟,但我的改变,你应有感受到吧。为你改变并不委屈,反而是一种因为我对你有意的爱的表现。

我也许没为为你写诗,但这篇文章能够代表我们的爱。我对你并没有不能说的秘密,因为你要知道的,我都不会隐瞒。也许您并不是我第一个爱的人,但你却是我最爱的人。

你也许会觉得我给你的约定浮夸,但你不用担心,一切都是真实的。

你是我的宝贝,我心中的大小姐,我的专属天使 。我很想和你看一个最长的电影,因为当你在我身边时,我会很幸福。我也很想和你跳一支双人舞 ,因为感觉你永远在身边

一开始我们是活在两个世界的人,但经过了第几个一百天后,我们已经进入了对方的世界里。如果让我选,我会选择回到过去,因为这样我才能更早的去认识你和疼你。如果没有你,我就不会知道什么叫爱与不爱。 我想只对你说我只对你有感觉In your eyes , 我疼不疼你呢?我希望如果时间来到,我们能够在一起。和你在一起的每一天,我才最知足我愛你

17/4/2010

Saturday, April 17, 2010

1.09 am now...i think midnight is the best time for me to express my own feeling through blog...

Today experienced 5 hours lecture by Prof Julia, she seems very Pro..in fact she is so pro...i love the way she pronouce every single word...although i feel sleepy...but it is because i sleep very late and not of because she not good in teaching. However ,i cannot sit too long for a lecture class...because i easy get tired in such a situation...sometimes even watch movie also will feel sleepy...


Recently got start to do bumping and use that '5kg stuff' , i dont know how to call it as, but it is use to train muscle...everyday i bumping 40 times now...maybe not really much ...but at least i got exercise ,far more better than last time..

Raining night again...i love raining a lot...add some soft purely music....what a enjoy moment...it let me calm down...let me forgot what i am sad and not comfortable in my life..

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For you, although you did not read my blog and not really need my concern sometimes..but still hope you can happy everyday...every single moment....know you feel stress due to the upcoming exam...nothing that i can do for you besides buy you some pens for writting and some medicine that in case you feel gastric and soat throat , you can use it anytime...

14/4/2010

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

12.42 am now....should be consider as 15/4/2010 actually. Today finally i finish my 4th mock exam which means there is no more mock exam. However, it does means that the reak exam is just around the corner .Although this is sounds horror for me and everyone who going to face this exam, but i still feel glad that i attend all the mock exams without absent eventhough CLR . In fact, sometimes i dont understand why got part of students dont want to attend this mock exam, maybe they want to study at home...but i do think that come and try better than never try,but this merely my opinion . Today is criminal mock exam, i do expect more people will come because this is the subject which everyone will study the most i guess. On the contrast , i think just roughly 50 attend the exam. Most funny is when everyone saw the question is compulsory do all 4 and there is no choice, some of my classmates just simply walk out the classroom and never come in again. Ironically , there is no invigilator and we have to talk paper on our own, and there is not enough paper for some students which can write a lot. Seems like college also doesn't concern about mock exam, so as the students.

Stress....is the only word that appear in my mind right now...maybe only she can give me mental strength. Maybe last few days our relationship doesn't that good and some problems occur , but my heart still towards you and this is never change since the first day i know you.

3/4/2010

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Countdown...36 days toward deadline ~ means my UOL exam will be 'launch' after 36 days...contract is the only subject i think i able to do well ....but the main issue is CLR...why i do not know what you are teaching???why ???it seems alien language for me when you talking in front of the class....i really dont like the way you teaching ...it is irritating .....



Last 2 days i did hang out ...on the april fool day i hang out with my secondary friends...in fact i go for yum cha at night....and followed by bowling section afterward....it is nice to play bowling in the midnight...really enjoy it d....quite a while i did not hang out until 1 am d...
Then..the next day....i hang out with my friend..we go sing k and suprisingly meet elaine there...haha...she sweet sweet with her boyfriend....and i saw lutlut also....but just managed to say hi ( i think she dont really know who am i ....swt...cause her face shown everything )



About me and her...although not much changes in relationship ...still complicated...but i did feel we know each other more in deep recently....i know what songs she dont want to listen due to she may think about 'sad memories' with some 'people' .....honestly...i did feel sad for her because she still will affected by those memories ...but everyone does owned their own memory....no matter it is happy or sad....just want to say ....i really understand your feeling....so dont worry...you will be okay...cause in the future ...you wont have such sad experience anymore....what you will encounter in the future is just happiness~