14/4/2010

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

12.42 am now....should be consider as 15/4/2010 actually. Today finally i finish my 4th mock exam which means there is no more mock exam. However, it does means that the reak exam is just around the corner .Although this is sounds horror for me and everyone who going to face this exam, but i still feel glad that i attend all the mock exams without absent eventhough CLR . In fact, sometimes i dont understand why got part of students dont want to attend this mock exam, maybe they want to study at home...but i do think that come and try better than never try,but this merely my opinion . Today is criminal mock exam, i do expect more people will come because this is the subject which everyone will study the most i guess. On the contrast , i think just roughly 50 attend the exam. Most funny is when everyone saw the question is compulsory do all 4 and there is no choice, some of my classmates just simply walk out the classroom and never come in again. Ironically , there is no invigilator and we have to talk paper on our own, and there is not enough paper for some students which can write a lot. Seems like college also doesn't concern about mock exam, so as the students.

Stress....is the only word that appear in my mind right now...maybe only she can give me mental strength. Maybe last few days our relationship doesn't that good and some problems occur , but my heart still towards you and this is never change since the first day i know you.

3/4/2010

Saturday, April 3, 2010

Countdown...36 days toward deadline ~ means my UOL exam will be 'launch' after 36 days...contract is the only subject i think i able to do well ....but the main issue is CLR...why i do not know what you are teaching???why ???it seems alien language for me when you talking in front of the class....i really dont like the way you teaching ...it is irritating .....



Last 2 days i did hang out ...on the april fool day i hang out with my secondary friends...in fact i go for yum cha at night....and followed by bowling section afterward....it is nice to play bowling in the midnight...really enjoy it d....quite a while i did not hang out until 1 am d...
Then..the next day....i hang out with my friend..we go sing k and suprisingly meet elaine there...haha...she sweet sweet with her boyfriend....and i saw lutlut also....but just managed to say hi ( i think she dont really know who am i ....swt...cause her face shown everything )



About me and her...although not much changes in relationship ...still complicated...but i did feel we know each other more in deep recently....i know what songs she dont want to listen due to she may think about 'sad memories' with some 'people' .....honestly...i did feel sad for her because she still will affected by those memories ...but everyone does owned their own memory....no matter it is happy or sad....just want to say ....i really understand your feeling....so dont worry...you will be okay...cause in the future ...you wont have such sad experience anymore....what you will encounter in the future is just happiness~

27/3/2009

Friday, March 26, 2010

12.33 am now...so consider 27th of march already. Just come back from outside because i attend an event named 'Yeah Show 2010' is a christian d event . Honestly, this year yeah show's content is not that 'full' if compare with last year .Nonetheless , the pastor still talk a lot of joke and it did let us laugh a lot... this time the pastor did talk a lot about spouses ...and something funny about other country such as Chn....and Hk...really enjoy listen to those stuff~

Dont know what happened to me and some friends around me...smile and laugh seems something rarely to occur recently. Many of us worry about upcoming exam ...some about family problem...some about relationship problem....eventhough some friends did smile in front of others ..but behind the sense...they wont..

Just wish all of us will smile more and dont always think about negative thing..have a good day everyone~ ^^






p/s: Tomorrow is her oral test...jia you oo .. you sure can pass d~

坚强

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

坚强容易做到吗?
这是个很重要的问题
相信答案应该是不吧。


现在的社会
到处都是危机
让人们怎么样能够坚强呢?


家庭的问题
友情的问题
当然不少得钱的问题。

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你的破碎的心
还能被拯救吗?
还能被医治吗?


我想了很久
只想到关怀这个字
对你来说足够吗?


对你来说
心灵上的关怀
应该往往比物质上的还来的好吧。


你是我最关心的人
能够帮我一个忙吗?
那就是要坚强的
遇到困难不要退缩
要勇敢面对
解决得到与否是另一个问题
但至少你能凭着我的关怀
坚强的过你的生活。。。

Monday, March 8, 2010

关于我和你
经过了漫长的四天后
我的心有不同的感觉


我的心一边是开心的
因为能够听到你的声音
对我来说你的声音是很温暖的


我的心的另外一边是失望的
因为这几天没有让我们变得更好
反而我觉得有点儿退步了


有时要坚持是很难的
也需要很大的信心和勇气
我都有吗?有的。


知道你不会这么容易就相信
相信一个对你好的人
但时间是最好的证明吧


一人付出的爱情
往往都是辛苦的
但我却觉得能够关心你才是最好的


我不会想要提放弃的字眼
因为我不要酱
我要的是很好的未来


明天就是我们认识的100天
让我在100天前许个愿
那就是你能够变得真正的开心
是一种从心底而发的快乐
并不是表面上的而已
而且能够重新相信人
和能够相信我的,你。

Mummy BIrthday~

Saturday, March 6, 2010

Yesterday is my mom birthday~ is her 49th birthday . I think this year birthday consider quite happy although without other guests but just our family members .





Around 7 pm , me , sister and my dad go to fetch my mom from her workplace at kajang .After that , we head toward Leong Ya yeong tao fu shop for dinner . We orders 5 to 6 dishes and it is really more than enough cause we just have 4 members in total . Nonetheless , we are able to 'throw' all the foods into our stomach .





After our dinner time, we going back to home for birthday cake ceremony . It's time to make some wishes that my mom hope for in the rest of 2010 . I guess it normally will be regarding to our health and safety, or something similar to that .At here , i want to wish my mom Happy BIrthday again !!




*Fruit cake ~

p/s : Today is the third day i did not contact with you....miss you a lot ..hope you still fine....

4天的约定.....

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

昨天我没课,但因为想见她,所以就约了她放学后一起喝茶。约了她4点的我,因为担心火车会迟到,所以3.15PM就到达了。大概在那呆等了1个小时才见到她。昨日的她把头发绑了起来,还蛮可爱的,这还是我第一次看见呢。

之前她就有告诉过我她需要时间冷静,去想一个蛮重要的问题。所以在今天到星期天都完全不能联络。需要等到星期一才能联络的。

习惯了每天和她谈天的我应该会觉得怪怪的。不知她会不会有和我一样的感觉。希望这4天能快点过去,然后我们又能谈天的。当然我必须和她一起解决那个问题。这个问题不解决的话,我们就不用想未来了。

希望这几天你能开开心心的,然后我会为了我们的问题继续祷告的。