没那么简单

Friday, February 26, 2010

没那么简单
就能找到聊得来的伴
尤其是在看过了那么多的背叛
总是不安只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫


没那么简单
就能去爱别的全不看
变得实际也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单一久也习惯
不用担心谁也不用被谁管


感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话随便听一听
自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上关上了手机
舒服窝在沙发里


相爱没有那么容易
每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪
轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那么容易
才会特别让人着迷
什么都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心
所以最开心曾经


想念最伤心
但却最动心的记忆








This is a lyric for the song name '没那么简单 ' by 黄小琥 . This is a song that she like because of the wonderful lyric and the voice of course. I know there is a word on this lyric is extremely sensitive for her which is 背叛......I know it is hard for her to trust a guy(me) whom she just know for 3 months ....nonetheless.....i willing to try ....to prove to her....
You can definitely trust me... i'm not a bad guy....i am a loyal guy when i found the true one...which is you... i know you need some time ..no matter it is a short period or a long one...i just want to tell you that...i willing to wait until you fully trust me ...

p/s: Pray for you..because i know you feeling not well again...

26/2/2010

Thursday, February 25, 2010

Today is a public holiday that give us (me + my classmates ) got time to take a breath to the fresh air and of course have some own study at home. However, next two days is another agonizing weekend due to public law class again . What i have to suffer is wake up early and of course the lengthof the class . It is damn long and sometimes i do fall asleep .

Today my family members also have their holiday as well .My sister hang out with her beloved for a movie and my mom staying and have a rest at home .Notwithstanding , she cooks Bak Ku Teh which she long time did not cook for us already due to lack of time~ Yummy ~~

About me and her ...last two days i have some conversation with her and found that freedom is really essential for two people . I admit before this i do not know what is her feeling and i only do what i personally felt it is right and correct for us .Nonetheless, it is just my solely point of view and not her . Now i feel that respect each other and understanding each other is the only way of communication. Really hope that she can realize i started to change for the sake of our future. Although i do not know what will happen next , what will happen to us , but at least this is something i can do ....for...her.... ^^

24/2/2010

Tuesday, February 23, 2010

It is 1.37 am right now, so consider 24th and not 23 th of february d .Just finish chat with her on phone , i think it already become my habit everyday, before sleep, at least chat a while d. I think i will sleep more well than usual ba xD. Tonight did talk a lot also , some private stuff as well , to be frank, i really hope every night also can continue like this .....although i dont know what will happened in the future...but this is what i hope for........

Today (23th) , when i went to college ,i saw my friends holding one paper and the title is 'LLB Final Intensive Revision Timetable 2010 ' .So for sure, i rapidly go to have one copy as well. The schedule actually give us a lot of time to do our own study but the worst thing is sunday we have class...every week..for 2 months...then do i still have time to go to church for worship ? This is an issue for me..



It's late already , i have to sleep d, 1.46 am already , good nite~ sweet dream~ ^^ and hope she can sleep well and have a sweet dream too~ (5 2 0)

19/2/2010

Thursday, February 18, 2010

Yesterday should be one fine day for me. I have a good outing with my dear friends and of course included my special friend . In the afternoon , 4 of use went to the mines to play Pool and bowling. Haha, this is just my second time in play the Pool and i did enjoy it . After that we went to Serdang to have our dinner. We went to a restaurant which is famous of their Hokkien mee and it is really quite tasty ~ yummy ^^ . After this, the time shown 6 pm and we fetch HH go back home first before we continue our journey.

Frankly, i did not think where to go in the night time .Therefore, we just went to Fun Fair nearby my house there and have some little fun first. You know what happened ? When me and her ride the so called ' Mo Tian Lun ' , there is a moment of NO-ELECTRICITY. It's quite scary because we sit inside the box that hang on the highest! I can feel that she feel nervous and luckily i did not feel that scary anymore and can comfort her .After few minutes, the electricity back to normal, phew~~~

After the Fun Fair trip , SM suggest us a place, i could not remember the name of that cafe , but it located in kajang and we can see a nice view at there . Astonishingly , we met my classmate- jia xin at there, and she do felt suprise when she met us~

Start from today, i have to study extremely hard...i dont want to fail...i hope i can pass with flying colours.. hehe ~jia you!

Happy CNY !~~

Friday, February 12, 2010

CNY will start from tomorrow and today is one of the most important day which is reunion! Although i would not go grandmother house and eat with lot of relatives,nonetheless, i think 4 of us ( dad,mom,me n sister) is more than sufficient already~ Tonight we will cook ourself and make some delicious dishes and enjoy!

By the way, i want wish all of you HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! hehe ~ take as many angpao as you can!! hehehe

Cookies~

Sunday, January 31, 2010

Last few weeks , i decide to learn how to make cookies and at last, today have free time then i can learn for it . In the afternoon, just after church and lunch , although so tired, but what i decided i still will do which is make cookies! My sister just bought a new microwave oven to make cookies. Why i suddenly i want to make cookies? The reason is pretty simple, besides of learning something new, i want to give it to my 'friend' to taste , hope she will like it. I make it for few hours, actually quite long because need to wait it in the microwave oven f0r roughly 20 minutes for 1 turn and i make roughly 5 turns .Besides of that , before i put those thing into microwave oven, i had to made it with planta...powder..egg...blablabla..a lot of stuff have to prepare..really used a lot of time for it .

However , i used few hours for making cookies, but really feel happy because i finally can make it myself .For the most important part is...it taste not bad ! haha...lucky..this is first time and i hope next time can try something new and make something tasty .^^

16-1-2010

Friday, January 15, 2010

This is my first post in the year of 2010...from end of last year until now...i keep on sick ...from sick to recover and then sick again...just like 1 very very weak person...i never weak like this before...this time is the worst...a good news for myself is i almost recover .....many people around me also fall sick...coughing here and there...let me realise that air-polluted getting worst and worst nowadays....

Besides the air-pollution, i think sleep at 3am or 4 am already become my 'beloved' habit...that caused me become tired in the early morning....notwithstanding...this whole weeks i did improve a lot ....i sleep before 1 am....that makes me feel a lot better that i back to a normal human life and not being a 'night cat' anymore...

Study is another things make me sick because everyday i have to read and do works...and of course the exam is coming...what i need to do is to cover my stress on my face...i do realize recently i easy feeling down in mood....for sure that is because i fighting for something i demand for...something besides of education...something fundamental in my life...i have to keep fighting for it.....or more precisely ....her....

Hope i can get well soon~ and all the best to myself....