Happy new year!2010 became history already. To zoom back to what happened to my life during last year, i would say it is up and down the whole year. From single to in a relationship. From do not know anything about law to finish my first year study. From lazy to hardworking in helping housework. This is a big year for me i guess.2011... i hops everything will be fine for me and all my family and friends!
Last friday is the first christmas eve that i celebrate with my dear. WE went to 6 shopping malls at KL to take photo. We went to Time square, sungei wang, lot 10, farenheit , Pavillion and Star hills as well. Of course, we end our tour at star hill's JOGOYA for dinner. I reach home around 2 am and this is quite interesting because such a long time i did not going home at such a late time. hehe..new year is coming soon... hope 2011 will be a better year for me and everyone i know.
Malaysia National Football finally put some smiles on local football fans after a sweet 2-0 victory against Vietnam . Congratulation! Hope you all will put a brighter smiles on us when the second leg which will be held at Hanoi, Vietnam......
yesterday was quite unlucky since i accidently cut my finger and it's bleeding even until this morning~ that's damn hurt ~hope my finger can get well soon.
Recently addicted to Daily Asian Games report . Our nation target is 9 golds but at the moment there are just 6 of them. I do hope Malaysia could get few more golds to make our caountry within top 10 of the medal tally. Although our high hopes in Badminton and maybe Sepak Takraw and maybe sailling dashed into drain but i still think that they put their fully effort and may get another chance in the future years~gambate!!
UNIQLO seems to be one of the most successful fashion brand that arrived in Malaysia. UNIQLO origin from tokyo,Japan but eventually open their stores around the world which include Paris, London, Hong Kong, Shanghai, Taipei,Singapore , Moscow and also Kuala Lumpur. I went there for the first 2 days. On the first day, i queue up for 4 hours from 9 am to 1 pm then on the second day, i queue up for 1 hour to get into the store. All those staffs consider nice eventhough there are thousands of customers and the store is just like the battle war cause all those shirts are around everywhere! I bought 5 shirts in total with voucher Rm 20 for discount for each clothes , so i only paid less for those clothes and it's worth!! hehe~quite a nice store and i will visit again soon~
Changes is something frequently happened in our life. I heard some people which i known change from ordinary person into a bad person or even, contradictory, become a better and more mature people. It is undoubted that i used to be a immature person, but ,there is a different story until few months ago, i had some changes as well.....
This kind of changes is not huge nor little but realisable by person around me, especially those who close with me. I had some changes. All i can say, i become a more mature person. From outlook into deep in my heart.I had some changes undoubtly. However, i realise that it is not enough and i need more and more changes....that will lead me into a better person in my life...
A promise always is a promise no matter what happen in the future. Today, i just encounter someone who break their promise without fulfilling it. I am pretty dissapointed with them since for me, a promise is very essential. Oral promise also have the legal effect under Law of Malaysia. If you breach the law, then i have the right to arise a law suit against you.
I just feel fed up with what you all done. But, fine, i will forget what happened on today. Nonetheless, from today onward, i will not fully believe in you anymore.
I start my second year study right now with my brand new 4 subjects which are Tort, Land,Evidence and Trust Law ~ must start concentrate from the very first day !hehe
August is a very special month for me..i experienced up and down in this month...just like roller coster. 1. My result...from worry to get result. 2. Some private problem between me and her...from happen until we solved it. And some other some minors problem as well that cause both of us quite stress for the whole month. But everything bad finally gone .
Start of september: I will start class for my second year. Many things still in my mind, i mean i still worry about somethings.....
Finally i get my exam result~ ohh yea ,it's a Pass!! wow...i'm really feel grateful to my god and my lecturers. And the feeling is excited when i open the website and check for the result at 12 am. I can proceed to Part 1 is another big challenge for me.
What's make me feel mix feeling is i have another problem that i'm still unable to solve. I hope this problem i can solve in the nearest future. God bless me and my friends.
Have you heard of Jaeson Ma? He is a 29 years old pastor from LA, USA. Today he went to Pgrm and have his concert with Stars Park .It is a wonderful concert and i know that love god is through out heart and not just simply say it. We have to change ourself into a new and fresh person . Ggood night everyone. God bless you. ^^
Just wanna wish you happy birthday~ wish you achieve your business plan as you wish for so long~ ^^
Some pressure is around me....from study to everything....i feel kinda stress btw...but lucky there are some people still stay besides me and let me feel that i'm glad to have you...
A lot of stuff that i need to face especially the next whole month, hope everything will going as what i hope...although it seems that there is some risk which something will go off my plan, but i still pray hard for the best in the next month...
There are something happen to me...it is a very big issue for me and for her as well...hope everything will be fine...just pray that we will be fine...my mind is so complicated now...
World cup going to end soon, i hope Holland can become the eventually winner , but in football game, anything could be happen.
Within the whole period of the world cup, many of us sleep late in the midnight just to watch the football games. However, many of the so called Big Teams were defeated in the earlier stage such as England and Brazil . I love these teams so much and hope they can achieve a bigger success in the coming internationalize events .
Just few days to go before the end of the world cup , i hope everyone will back to their normal life after this. ^^
Late in the midnight, there is a world cup match between England and Algeria~ i hope i will be able to stay awake to watch the exciting match~ And i do hope all the best for my favourite England team to achieve their first world cup victory in 2010 edition South African world cup~
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Since that day , we do chat a lot , we do laugh a lot .
Nonetheless, i still feel that you still feel those problems are really essential for us and it's seems to be hard to solve.
Eventhough there is some difficulties for us but i will not give up .
I miss you ...my dear~
Finally finished my book fair job yesterday,and took few photo with my fellow friends .This is an interesting experience for me since there is roughly 1 year i did not work already and this book fair had let me gain so much things d~
Nice to meet ah liang, we sheng , ji pi, zheng how , ah mu , ah fatt , zhi hui , chee hau , fion , maple , jia xin , li yu , jaslene and boss as well ~good to know you all ~
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Today i finally can meet up with her . I just want to say , i really appreciate to have you with me .
Really long time did not update my blog~this is mostly due to i move to a new house and therefore there is a need to register for a brand new internet package ~
Besides, i work at the READ MALAYSIA book fair for 12 days and tomorrow is the last day.This is my first time working at the book fair since before this i only tried to work in the pc fair~ and this time is a good experience for me .
World cup was kick off and i hope my favourite team --England can at least reach quarter final ~ ^^
For her...i still like her a lot ~ ^^
One last exam---contract on this friday ~ waiting for the end for the exam...waiting for hanging out...hope everything will be fine after exam...
Roughly 13 days to the real exam....i really haven't prepare all yet....it's like a helpless situation...maybe i am too lazy in the previous time...13 days ..is that enought and sufficient ?
Feel the real pressure now....really dont wanna sleep so early...but still have to attend the morning class....really hope i can defeat all the stress right now...
Hope i can gain power to achieve what i intent to do...
Hope every friends can put their turbo on at this moment .......and wish you can study well....miss you ....nitez
在一个晴天的下午，我遇见了你。就在那天之后，我就喜欢上白白的你。我是个soso的男生,我知道我并不完美，有时也觉得我不配，如果跟你周边所认识的男生朋友比，我的外在条件应该算很普通吧。可是。我相信你知道我优点在哪里。
我们的爱真的没那么简单。你可能不屑我对你的爱，因为我并没那么的优秀。有时你可能会想，你不在我身边我也不会怎样，因为你觉得我习惯就好，习惯没有你的生活就好。你也会担心自己可能会再一次成为爱情的傻瓜。可是我觉得你想太多，因为我是一位好人，我只要和你在一起。和你在一起我就会觉得欢天喜地。
我从不喜欢孤单一个。每当天黑黑，然后下起大雨的时候，就是我最喜欢的时候。这是因为雨的滴答声盖过四周的噪音，让我能静静的想念你。我觉得思念是一种病，因为每当见到你的时候，我就会心跳加速，因为看到了我思念的你。
以前的我可能不够成熟，但我的改变，你应有感受到吧。为你改变并不委屈，反而是一种因为我对你有意的爱的表现。
我也许没为为你写诗，但这篇文章能够代表我们的爱。我对你并没有不能说的秘密，因为你要知道的，我都不会隐瞒。也许您并不是我第一个爱的人，但你却是我最爱的人。
你也许会觉得我给你的约定很浮夸，但你不用担心，一切都是真实的。
你是我的宝贝，我心中的大小姐，我的专属天使 。我很想和你看一个最长的电影，因为当你在我身边时，我会很幸福。我也很想和你跳一支双人舞 ，因为感觉你永远在身边。
一开始我们是活在两个世界的人，但经过了第几个一百天后，我们已经进入了对方的世界里。如果让我选，我会选择回到过去，因为这样我才能更早的去认识你和疼你。如果没有你，我就不会知道什么叫爱与不爱。 我想只对你说 ，我只对你有感觉。In your eyes , 我疼不疼你呢？我希望如果时间来到，我们能够在一起。和你在一起的每一天，我才最知足。我愛你 。
1.09 am now...i think midnight is the best time for me to express my own feeling through blog...
Today experienced 5 hours lecture by Prof Julia, she seems very Pro..in fact she is so pro...i love the way she pronouce every single word...although i feel sleepy...but it is because i sleep very late and not of because she not good in teaching. However ,i cannot sit too long for a lecture class...because i easy get tired in such a situation...sometimes even watch movie also will feel sleepy...
Recently got start to do bumping and use that '5kg stuff' , i dont know how to call it as, but it is use to train muscle...everyday i bumping 40 times now...maybe not really much ...but at least i got exercise ,far more better than last time..
Raining night again...i love raining a lot...add some soft purely music....what a enjoy moment...it let me calm down...let me forgot what i am sad and not comfortable in my life..
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For you, although you did not read my blog and not really need my concern sometimes..but still hope you can happy everyday...every single moment....know you feel stress due to the upcoming exam...nothing that i can do for you besides buy you some pens for writting and some medicine that in case you feel gastric and soat throat , you can use it anytime...
12.42 am now....should be consider as 15/4/2010 actually. Today finally i finish my 4th mock exam which means there is no more mock exam. However, it does means that the reak exam is just around the corner .Although this is sounds horror for me and everyone who going to face this exam, but i still feel glad that i attend all the mock exams without absent eventhough CLR . In fact, sometimes i dont understand why got part of students dont want to attend this mock exam, maybe they want to study at home...but i do think that come and try better than never try,but this merely my opinion . Today is criminal mock exam, i do expect more people will come because this is the subject which everyone will study the most i guess. On the contrast , i think just roughly 50 attend the exam. Most funny is when everyone saw the question is compulsory do all 4 and there is no choice, some of my classmates just simply walk out the classroom and never come in again. Ironically , there is no invigilator and we have to talk paper on our own, and there is not enough paper for some students which can write a lot. Seems like college also doesn't concern about mock exam, so as the students.
Stress....is the only word that appear in my mind right now...maybe only she can give me mental strength. Maybe last few days our relationship doesn't that good and some problems occur , but my heart still towards you and this is never change since the first day i know you.
Countdown...36 days toward deadline ~ means my UOL exam will be 'launch' after 36 days...contract is the only subject i think i able to do well ....but the main issue is CLR...why i do not know what you are teaching???why ???it seems alien language for me when you talking in front of the class....i really dont like the way you teaching ...it is irritating .....
Last 2 days i did hang out ...on the april fool day i hang out with my secondary friends...in fact i go for yum cha at night....and followed by bowling section afterward....it is nice to play bowling in the midnight...really enjoy it d....quite a while i did not hang out until 1 am d...
Then..the next day....i hang out with my friend..we go sing k and suprisingly meet elaine there...haha...she sweet sweet with her boyfriend....and i saw lutlut also....but just managed to say hi ( i think she dont really know who am i ....swt...cause her face shown everything )
About me and her...although not much changes in relationship ...still complicated...but i did feel we know each other more in deep recently....i know what songs she dont want to listen due to she may think about 'sad memories' with some 'people' .....honestly...i did feel sad for her because she still will affected by those memories ...but everyone does owned their own memory....no matter it is happy or sad....just want to say ....i really understand your feeling....so dont worry...you will be okay...cause in the future ...you wont have such sad experience anymore....what you will encounter in the future is just happiness~
12.33 am now...so consider 27th of march already. Just come back from outside because i attend an event named 'Yeah Show 2010' is a christian d event . Honestly, this year yeah show's content is not that 'full' if compare with last year .Nonetheless , the pastor still talk a lot of joke and it did let us laugh a lot... this time the pastor did talk a lot about spouses ...and something funny about other country such as Chn....and Hk...really enjoy listen to those stuff~
Dont know what happened to me and some friends around me...smile and laugh seems something rarely to occur recently. Many of us worry about upcoming exam ...some about family problem...some about relationship problem....eventhough some friends did smile in front of others ..but behind the sense...they wont..
Just wish all of us will smile more and dont always think about negative thing..have a good day everyone~ ^^
p/s: Tomorrow is her oral test...jia you oo .. you sure can pass d~
坚强容易做到吗？
这是个很重要的问题
相信答案应该是不吧。
现在的社会
到处都是危机
让人们怎么样能够坚强呢？
家庭的问题
友情的问题
当然不少得钱的问题。
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你的破碎的心
还能被拯救吗？
还能被医治吗？
我想了很久
只想到关怀这个字
对你来说足够吗？
对你来说
心灵上的关怀
应该往往比物质上的还来的好吧。
你是我最关心的人
能够帮我一个忙吗?
那就是要坚强的
遇到困难不要退缩
要勇敢面对
解决得到与否是另一个问题
但至少你能凭着我的关怀
坚强的过你的生活。。。
关于我和你
经过了漫长的四天后
我的心有不同的感觉
我的心一边是开心的
因为能够听到你的声音
对我来说你的声音是很温暖的
我的心的另外一边是失望的
因为这几天没有让我们变得更好
反而我觉得有点儿退步了
有时要坚持是很难的
也需要很大的信心和勇气
我都有吗？有的。
知道你不会这么容易就相信
相信一个对你好的人
但时间是最好的证明吧
一人付出的爱情
往往都是辛苦的
但我却觉得能够关心你才是最好的
我不会想要提放弃的字眼
因为我不要酱
我要的是很好的未来
明天就是我们认识的100天
让我在100天前许个愿 吧
那就是你能够变得真正的开心
是一种从心底而发的快乐
并不是表面上的而已
而且能够重新相信人
和能够相信我的，你。
Yesterday is my mom birthday~ is her 49th birthday . I think this year birthday consider quite happy although without other guests but just our family members .
Around 7 pm , me , sister and my dad go to fetch my mom from her workplace at kajang .After that , we head toward Leong Ya yeong tao fu shop for dinner . We orders 5 to 6 dishes and it is really more than enough cause we just have 4 members in total . Nonetheless , we are able to 'throw' all the foods into our stomach .
After our dinner time, we going back to home for birthday cake ceremony . It's time to make some wishes that my mom hope for in the rest of 2010 . I guess it normally will be regarding to our health and safety, or something similar to that .At here , i want to wish my mom Happy BIrthday again !! 
*Fruit cake ~
p/s : Today is the third day i did not contact with you....miss you a lot ..hope you still fine....
昨天我没课，但因为想见她，所以就约了她放学后一起喝茶。约了她4点的我，因为担心火车会迟到，所以3.15PM就到达了。大概在那呆等了1个小时才见到她。昨日的她把头发绑了起来，还蛮可爱的，这还是我第一次看见呢。
之前她就有告诉过我她需要时间冷静，去想一个蛮重要的问题。所以在今天到星期天都完全不能联络。需要等到星期一才能联络的。
习惯了每天和她谈天的我应该会觉得怪怪的。不知她会不会有和我一样的感觉。希望这4天能快点过去，然后我们又能谈天的。当然我必须和她一起解决那个问题。这个问题不解决的话，我们就不用想未来了。
希望这几天你能开开心心的，然后我会为了我们的问题继续祷告的。
没那么简单
就能找到聊得来的伴
尤其是在看过了那么多的背叛
总是不安只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫
没那么简单
就能去爱别的全不看
变得实际也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单一久也习惯
不用担心谁也不用被谁管
感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话随便听一听
自己作决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上关上了手机
舒服窝在沙发里
相爱没有那么容易
每个人有他的脾气
过了爱作梦的年纪
轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那么容易
才会特别让人着迷
什么都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心
所以最开心曾经
想念最伤心
但却最动心的记忆
This is a lyric for the song name '没那么简单 ' by 黄小琥 . This is a song that she like because of the wonderful lyric and the voice of course. I know there is a word on this lyric is extremely sensitive for her which is 背叛......I know it is hard for her to trust a guy(me) whom she just know for 3 months ....nonetheless.....i willing to try ....to prove to her....
You can definitely trust me... i'm not a bad guy....i am a loyal guy when i found the true one...which is you... i know you need some time ..no matter it is a short period or a long one...i just want to tell you that...i willing to wait until you fully trust me ...
p/s: Pray for you..because i know you feeling not well again...
Today is a public holiday that give us (me + my classmates ) got time to take a breath to the fresh air and of course have some own study at home. However, next two days is another agonizing weekend due to public law class again . What i have to suffer is wake up early and of course the lengthof the class . It is damn long and sometimes i do fall asleep .
Today my family members also have their holiday as well .My sister hang out with her beloved for a movie and my mom staying and have a rest at home .Notwithstanding , she cooks Bak Ku Teh which she long time did not cook for us already due to lack of time~ Yummy ~~
About me and her ...last two days i have some conversation with her and found that freedom is really essential for two people . I admit before this i do not know what is her feeling and i only do what i personally felt it is right and correct for us .Nonetheless, it is just my solely point of view and not her . Now i feel that respect each other and understanding each other is the only way of communication. Really hope that she can realize i started to change for the sake of our future. Although i do not know what will happen next , what will happen to us , but at least this is something i can do ....for...her.... ^^
It is 1.37 am right now, so consider 24th and not 23 th of february d .Just finish chat with her on phone , i think it already become my habit everyday, before sleep, at least chat a while d. I think i will sleep more well than usual ba xD. Tonight did talk a lot also , some private stuff as well , to be frank, i really hope every night also can continue like this .....although i dont know what will happened in the future...but this is what i hope for........
Today (23th) , when i went to college ,i saw my friends holding one paper and the title is 'LLB Final Intensive Revision Timetable 2010 ' .So for sure, i rapidly go to have one copy as well. The schedule actually give us a lot of time to do our own study but the worst thing is sunday we have class...every week..for 2 months...then do i still have time to go to church for worship ? This is an issue for me..
It's late already , i have to sleep d, 1.46 am already , good nite~ sweet dream~ ^^ and hope she can sleep well and have a sweet dream too~ (5 2 0)
Yesterday should be one fine day for me. I have a good outing with my dear friends and of course included my special friend . In the afternoon , 4 of use went to the mines to play Pool and bowling. Haha, this is just my second time in play the Pool and i did enjoy it . After that we went to Serdang to have our dinner. We went to a restaurant which is famous of their Hokkien mee and it is really quite tasty ~ yummy ^^ . After this, the time shown 6 pm and we fetch HH go back home first before we continue our journey.
Frankly, i did not think where to go in the night time .Therefore, we just went to Fun Fair nearby my house there and have some little fun first. You know what happened ? When me and her ride the so called ' Mo Tian Lun ' , there is a moment of NO-ELECTRICITY. It's quite scary because we sit inside the box that hang on the highest! I can feel that she feel nervous and luckily i did not feel that scary anymore and can comfort her .After few minutes, the electricity back to normal, phew~~~
After the Fun Fair trip , SM suggest us a place, i could not remember the name of that cafe , but it located in kajang and we can see a nice view at there . Astonishingly , we met my classmate- jia xin at there, and she do felt suprise when she met us~
Start from today, i have to study extremely hard...i dont want to fail...i hope i can pass with flying colours.. hehe ~jia you!
CNY will start from tomorrow and today is one of the most important day which is reunion! Although i would not go grandmother house and eat with lot of relatives,nonetheless, i think 4 of us ( dad,mom,me n sister) is more than sufficient already~ Tonight we will cook ourself and make some delicious dishes and enjoy!
By the way, i want wish all of you HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!! hehe ~ take as many angpao as you can!! hehehe
Last few weeks , i decide to learn how to make cookies and at last, today have free time then i can learn for it . In the afternoon, just after church and lunch , although so tired, but what i decided i still will do which is make cookies! My sister just bought a new microwave oven to make cookies. Why i suddenly i want to make cookies? The reason is pretty simple, besides of learning something new, i want to give it to my 'friend' to taste , hope she will like it. I make it for few hours, actually quite long because need to wait it in the microwave oven f0r roughly 20 minutes for 1 turn and i make roughly 5 turns .Besides of that , before i put those thing into microwave oven, i had to made it with planta...powder..egg...blablabla..a lot of stuff have to prepare..really used a lot of time for it .
However , i used few hours for making cookies, but really feel happy because i finally can make it myself .For the most important part is...it taste not bad ! haha...lucky..this is first time and i hope next time can try something new and make something tasty .^^
This is my first post in the year of 2010...from end of last year until now...i keep on sick ...from sick to recover and then sick again...just like 1 very very weak person...i never weak like this before...this time is the worst...a good news for myself is i almost recover .....many people around me also fall sick...coughing here and there...let me realise that air-polluted getting worst and worst nowadays....
Besides the air-pollution, i think sleep at 3am or 4 am already become my 'beloved' habit...that caused me become tired in the early morning....notwithstanding...this whole weeks i did improve a lot ....i sleep before 1 am....that makes me feel a lot better that i back to a normal human life and not being a 'night cat' anymore...
Study is another things make me sick because everyday i have to read and do works...and of course the exam is coming...what i need to do is to cover my stress on my face...i do realize recently i easy feeling down in mood....for sure that is because i fighting for something i demand for...something besides of education...something fundamental in my life...i have to keep fighting for it.....or more precisely ....her....
Hope i can get well soon~ and all the best to myself....
